{"id":26,"date":"2010-10-13T22:56:00","date_gmt":"2010-10-13T22:56:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/catalin.francu.com\/blog\/?p=26"},"modified":"2010-10-13T22:56:00","modified_gmt":"2010-10-13T22:56:00","slug":"as-vrea-iar-anii-tineretii-si-mintea-de-acum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/catalin.francu.com\/blog\/2010\/10\/as-vrea-iar-anii-tineretii-si-mintea-de-acum\/","title":{"rendered":"A\u0219 vrea iar anii tinere\u021bii \/ \u0219i mintea de acum"},"content":{"rendered":"

Acum c\u00e2teva zile am avut o experien\u021b\u0103 unic\u0103, pe care a\u0219 recomanda-o oricui, dac\u0103 nu ar fi at\u00e2t de greu de reconstituit \u00een mod inten\u021bionat. Mi-am recuperat, din apartamentul copil\u0103riei \u0219i adolescen\u021bei mele, toate c\u0103r\u021bile pe care mi le-am cump\u0103rat \u00een liceu \u0219i \u00een facultate, p\u00e2n\u0103 la 21 de ani. De atunci, am locuit \u00een State \u0219i, de\u0219i am mai trecut pe la apartament, nu m-am mai uitat cu aten\u021bie la c\u0103r\u021bi.<\/p>\n

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Este o adev\u0103rat\u0103 revela\u021bie, \u00eentr-un sens foarte amestecat, s\u0103 vezi o imagine a ta dup\u0103 10 ani. Am descoperit cu bucurie c\u0103 am sc\u0103pat de unele apuc\u0103turi, dar am \u0219i renun\u021bat la obiceiuri bune.<\/div>\n
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  • Am trecut de la c\u0103r\u021bi de beletristic\u0103, religie \u0219i lucr\u0103ri ale marilor g\u00e2nditori rom\u00e2ni la c\u0103r\u021bi de \u0219tiin\u021b\u0103, SF \u0219i Scientific American. <\/i>\u00cemi pare r\u0103u \u0219i totu\u0219i nu. Ceea ce am citit ca adolescent m-a ajutat s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg lumea printr-o anumit\u0103 prism\u0103, dar m\u0103 bucur c\u0103 am ad\u0103ugat la asta \u0219i literatura \u0219tiin\u021bific\u0103.<\/li>\n
  • Migra\u021bia asta nu a fost un efort con\u0219tient. Pur \u0219i simplu m-am uitat \u00een alt\u0103 parte c\u00e2teva secunde \u0219i acum nu mai sunt cine am fost, de\u0219i m\u0103 recunosc.<\/li>\n
  • Multe din c\u0103r\u021bile de atunci nu le-a\u0219 mai citi azi. De exemplu, Cioran, Pe culmile disper\u0103rii<\/i> mi se pare o carte profund nociv\u0103, mai ales la v\u00e2rsta adolescen\u021bei, care este o v\u00e2rst\u0103 depresiv\u0103 pentru mul\u021bi.<\/li>\n
  • Citeam enorm, citeam o carte la dou\u0103-trei zile (am reg\u0103sit prin arhiva discului meu de acum 15 ani \u0219i un fi\u0219ier \u00een care notam toate c\u0103r\u021bile citite). Ce-i drept, citeam \u0219i la kilogram; din multe din c\u0103r\u021bile citite nu-mi mai amintesc absolut nimic, dec\u00e2t teza central\u0103 (cel mult).<\/li>\n
  • Filozofia mea de via\u021b\u0103 nu se mai inspir\u0103 din Patul lui Procust<\/i> \u0219i din Un veac de singur\u0103tate, <\/i>ci din Seinfeld<\/i> \u0219i din Two and a Half Men<\/i>. \u0218i s\u0103 fiu al naibii dac\u0103-mi pare r\u0103u.<\/li>\n
  • O minte care absoarbe ca un burete este o arm\u0103 cu dou\u0103 t\u0103i\u0219uri. Se v\u00e2nd at\u00e2tea gogori\u021be pe post de literatur\u0103, ceva de speriat. Am descoperit prin lad\u0103 c\u0103r\u021bi despre c\u00e2t de tic\u0103lo\u0219i sunt Martorii lui Iehova, c\u0103r\u021bi care pream\u0103resc mi\u0219carea legionar\u0103, c\u0103r\u021bi de self-help, c\u0103r\u021bi pseudo-\u0219tiin\u021bifice despre alimenta\u021bia s\u0103n\u0103toas\u0103, romane de doi bani \u0219i altele. Bine, toate au fost primite, nu cump\u0103rate, \u0219i nu le-am citit. Aviz persoanelor cu copii mici.<\/li>\n
  • Am o memorie eidetic\u0103 \u00een unele privin\u021be \u0219i asta m\u0103 enerveaz\u0103. Despre majoritatea c\u0103r\u021bilor \u00eemi aduc aminte exact c\u00e2nd le-am cump\u0103rat, de unde, de ce am vrut s\u0103 le cump\u0103r \u0219i cum m\u0103 sim\u021beam \u00een ziua aia. Dac\u0103 le-am primit \u0219i au dedica\u021bie pe ele, \u0219tiu exact de ce le-am primit \u0219i ce a vrut persoana respectiv\u0103 s\u0103-mi sugereze fix cu acea carte (evident, la vremea respectiv\u0103 habar n-am avut).<\/li>\n
  • Pot s\u0103 num\u0103r pe degete c\u0103r\u021bile pe care le-am mai deschis \u0219i a doua oar\u0103, \u0219i \u00een general mi-a fost destul de clar c\u0103 o carte va fi de referin\u021b\u0103 pentru mine, imediat ce am citit-o prima oar\u0103. Hran\u0103 pentru minte<\/i>, dac\u0103 merit\u0103 sau nu s\u0103 \u021bii o bibliotec\u0103.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n
    Am mai recuperat \u0219i un mald\u0103r de scrisori, toat\u0103 coresponden\u021ba pe care am primit-o eu \u00eentre 1994 \u0219i 1999. Sunt vreo 50 de scrisori \u0219i deduc c\u0103 am \u0219i trimis tot at\u00e2tea. Incredibil, ce r\u0103bdare aveam atunci, \u0219i cum ni se p\u0103rea firesc c\u0103 timpul trece at\u00e2t de \u00eencet. \u00centr-o scrisoare cineva f\u0103cuse o glum\u0103, dup\u0103 care eu i-am r\u0103spuns c\u0103 n-am priceput, dup\u0103 care persoana mi-a explicat gluma \u00een urm\u0103toarea scrisoare, or asta a durat o lun\u0103 sau dou\u0103. Iar ast\u0103zi stau cu emailul deschis oric\u00e2nd sunt l\u00e2ng\u0103 calculator (adic\u0103 mai mereu).<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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    Mi-e fric\u0103 s\u0103 extrapolez asta \u00een viitor, peste \u00eenc\u0103 10-15 ani.<\/div>\n
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    Acum c\u00e2teva zile am avut o experien\u021b\u0103 unic\u0103, pe care a\u0219 recomanda-o oricui, dac\u0103 nu ar fi at\u00e2t de greu de reconstituit \u00een mod inten\u021bionat. Mi-am recuperat, din apartamentul copil\u0103riei \u0219i adolescen\u021bei mele, toate c\u0103r\u021bile pe care mi le-am cump\u0103rat \u00een liceu \u0219i \u00een facultate, p\u00e2n\u0103 la 21 de ani. De atunci, am locuit \u00een […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/catalin.francu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/catalin.francu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/catalin.francu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catalin.francu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catalin.francu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/catalin.francu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/catalin.francu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catalin.francu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/catalin.francu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}